School Ended! It Means i will have a month break to relax myself and do whatever i need to do. Today Seem like a relaxing day although it is a day to go to school. My class ended at 10am and my facilitator bought pizza for the class. we watch movie and eat. we cant go school early today due to the UT. so we slack in class joke, watch movie, take photo, disturb people and many thingy. Until 415pm where the UT start.
UT is hard but i believe i still can pass it. i do not think i will fail my UT.
Wow! Everything just pass sooo fast. So FAst, holiday begin.that is how life can be. if you waste your time, you will be wasting your life. Anyway i find it just a right time for me to rest my brain. After so many things happened to me these past few months.....years.....
i read kenny's blog, and i agree with celina and faqih that his blog is damn emo..hahas.. but cannot blame him rite.. i believe he will overcome it. I had such experience before but i just let it goes and let time heal my heart. As time passes, everything will be over.
Maybe i have stead too many times or wat but do you believe, i have only two or three serious relationship before?? out of dunno 7 or 8 steads. Ya, people can say i am bastard or wat. i do agree with them but not now. i have met this gal who i really serious in it but i too selfish. give up on her over my dream. another gal is the one who i tell myself i wont make the same mistake but i still did it. Is my fault again. i dun understand and trust her. ALright, last is this gal who have many bad experience in relationship, and i told her be4 i will give her something which her bfs nv done be4.she was happy at that time but as time passes, she told me sth which make me think i am a fool.
forget it! to be honest i still cannot stand the decision she made but tat is what she wan. Dun worry be happy is what i going to say. i will let time settle it and i will be back. She let me experience what a depression means and how sad it can be if you break up with a person who love you more than anyone else.
This coming holiday, i will be take it like a break and let everything blow away by the wind.
-I am a guy who have no tomorrow now-
