Happy Teacher Day People!hahas ALright I miss out going back to sec sch to visit my teachers because I have CAr prac to attent in the morning. Today car lesson is a bit turn off as i always hate driving in the circuit course. I was so Blur as usual because I was so tired in the morning. Anyway overall the lesson is not tat bad because the instructor allows me to drive outside a while. 1 hour is enough for me to drive around BBDC. hahas the instructor was so shocked that i was so different when i was driving in the road and in the circuit. People, I jus hate circuit and that is the whole story of it.
Today training was not that bad but due to the heavy rain which cause the field to be so wet, it is hard to control the ball. As usual, i was dropped to the reserve team to play. i just hate it because whenever coach change a new formation, i will be the one sitting on the bench. He told me tis be4 that i was the best among the reserve. But who care whether you are the best anot. What i care about is how am i going to impress the national ppl or whoever watching my game? I dun get to play and show what i am, so how am i going to impress them ?Isnt that a joke ? Alright, no pt complain so much about it. I will just do my best and learn as many as i can from the first team.
After training, my team mates and i went to some where which i think near to balestier road? Anyway it is just a place to eat our dinner. Brian was so lucky that he picked up 40 bucks on the road. Wow!hahas he is damn lucky. Guess what? He is a great Brother and friend, he used that money to treat us eat. Next we go catch some movie at J8. Snake on the plane again. hahas i just accompany them to watch and watching movie with anand is really fun. That boy laughed when people was screaming about. I was wandering what the hell he is doing? Does he have the right feeling?hahas. After all, this movie is worth watching again with them. Fun Fun and Fun. THat's all.
Alright, last night i went to speak to her. And guess what? what way she speaks was like so different now. hahas a total stranger? "What out of sudden you come and find me?" that is what she said to me when i jus say a "hello" to her. I was like not "welcome". Alright, it is fine with me. As I did not want to make she feels upset or cry or watever that will make her mood down. To be honest, i really do not want tat. Which guy want his gal to be sad ? Maybe there is but not me. Before the r/s, i did promise to make her happy and try not to make any trouble for her. It is bcause from her past r/s, no one give her that be4. Fun, Laughter and happy. After so many incidents, she said to me, she still feel the same as I did not give her any happiness at all. People, you know wat? Sometimes, this is not something you can control. i did try everything i can but it is still unchange. It is her past bad experience. i believe she did compare me and her ex(s) so what else can i do ? I cant change to a person which is not me rite? I did change for her and it is for the better, nt the worst. Alright! Let's stop this. I am making myself to forget about her and move on with my life. Maybe it is a mistake to find her to chat or wat.
ALright! Let have a rest and put a full stop to everything in the past.
"The feeling is just like a wind - you cant see it but can only feel it"
