No MaTteR wHat AlwAys ThiNk PoSitiVe aNd NeVer ForGet Who yOu ArE

- Sentosa -

2007-04-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

31 March 2007 Prime League Match. Tampines Rover FC VS Balestier Khalsa FC 2-0

2007-04-04T11:48:00.000+08:00

Year 2 Semester 2 Class BBQ(E3-6L)

2007-02-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

SR Nathan Challenge Cup/ IVP 2007

2007-01-31T13:26:00.000+08:00

Bazaar IG Dinner And Dance Night 2006

2007-01-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

Party At MOS!

2007-01-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

Mos-ing Again

2007-01-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

M.O.S

2006-11-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Sis Carrie Graduation Ceremony Cum Concert.

2006-11-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

Next Year, This Crazy Princess of My family is going to be Primary 1. Wow! That was fast. My Sis is going to study Primary 1!?!?!?! Trust me, Soon she will be the next dancing queen.hahas!

2006-11-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

School soccer team is really fark up in the sense that they are very inexperience. passing and positioning all wrong! Even some club players are doing those school boys mistakes. i wander what the hell they have learn in their COE team ? MAybe i have been to a higher stage than them but come on man! All this are basic and i have learn these in my COE days! Alright! i shall wait and see what will happen next. i am very tired of captain this team. really tiring. it is like putting myself back to basic. training basic every training is very boring. even Brian also complain to me that he does not enjoy playing football in school.

Do i have the choice? IVP is coming soon. it is held in RP and we are in the group of Death where SP, TP, NYP and SIM all in our group. i will keep training hard and hope RP win.

Earning Big bucks is my aim now.hahas. Brian and i now become bookie and people bet with us. it is risk but we have the money to risk. no worries!hahas.. CLub CLub and CLub. Everytime like tis. FArk! My life now is so farking happening after my Prime League Contract ended. SChool WOrk is getting tough too and i keep skipping lessons! OMG! time to stop all this. what surprise me is that my UTs grades are Good! hahas. last min study is wrong so i din expect much on my test BUT!!! i still got B+ C+... wow! SUrprise ya!hahas.. thank to my class which teaches me that very last 30 min be4 the TEst. hahas..

ALright it's time to have some rest before go out.

Victory Over SAF FC

2006-10-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Great match! hahas, but too tired! 2-1 win is great. This team of mine is good but too bad is too late now. until last few matches then we start to win strong team like SAF FC. Got a Yellow card but Khairul got sent off. TAt is Good! FArk him man! he is the most fark up player i ever met. But is a very good experience. ALright! hope to end the league quickly then i can go enjoy!

2006-10-12T13:01:00.000+08:00

I SKIP SCHOOL TODAY! Wth! hahas. this week i skipped two days.two important days. haiz. i also dunno why i am so tired till i cannot even get up. maybe is because i been training with the sleague team? or maybe i cannot stand some people in my house. i have been sleeping outside my room these days. thank to some people in my house. i really hate people to disrespect my family members. even my uncle scold my mum for nth, i will go whack his face. but i Ren! now all i can do is to Ren everything which i dislike.

Sleague training is kinda of challenging and fun. people in the team are really stronge, big and experience. i went to the training, i kinda of lousy. hahas. my fitness also drop a lot. terrible! IVP is coming and i feel that i need to train even harder now. TP, NYP and SP are getting stronger and stronger. i really hope my team can get better and win them.

oh tomorrow will be my bowling tournament. hahas. someone ask me to join his team and i agreed. tomorrow i going to skip my training and go play for his team. my uncle heard about me joining a bowling tournament, he is so happy about it. hahas. he said i am talent to play and i should learn to play this sport. too bad, i jus play for fun only, i still think that soccer is better for me.

ALright! i shall have a rest now. Later i still got to go training and driving lesson at night.

What we have to learn to do, we learn by doing.

2006-09-30T09:03:00.000+08:00

Oh people! i am sick! hahas. ytd i din go to school and even training for club. whole body is like so dead. no energy and really give me a hard time. plus i miss such an important lesson today. hopefully when i go back to school, i am able to understand it. past few days, i think i have tired myself too much. i played two tough matches and when i reach home, it was already 11+++. Next day, i still must wake up early to go school. WA! cannot stand it. lack of rest! i need a lot of rest. Today is my game day, i am afraid i cant play this match against Geylang United FC. SIan! we need to beat this team in order to get third spot. my team cant afford to lose or draw now. Let's see how my illness later, if it is better i think i will go play. PRAY HARD FOR ME!hahas.

Wow! RP is in group of death for soccer IVP 2007. We group with last yr finalist, NYP , 2 yrs ago finalist, SP, SIM and last is the black horse, TP. Look interesting and i think i going to train real hard for RP. Defending line is control by me and hopefully i can learn more for my Club team mates about defending.NYP is well-known for winning the IVP so the team is quite experience with players from national and s-league clubs. SP is not bad too, having all the prime league, national and some COE players. TP? hahas. was coach by my CLub coach and a few of my club mates are in there too. they are stronge too. SIM.. hmmm.. beat them last yr with the help my RAm but now without Ram, hopefully we still can win them. hahas. My team? hahas, i not sure about it. when i go back to school training den see how. RABAK AR! REPUBLICA!

Luck, after all, is not all manmade. Luck, in fact, may include the application of the rules of probability. That is why in many cases, luck is really the result of hard work. And it is something that Me, myself believes in. Hard work and luck both play a part in creating success. I mean, after all, when you run about during the game you get tired, you may not hit the ball the right way too. But basically, if you train very, very hard, practice makes perfect.

Chonburi Won

2006-09-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

Yea man. Chonburi won the match and now they are going to the final in nov. Last night they had beaten my Club, Balestier khalsa fc. it was a exciting match to watch and i have a problem. hahas. i do not know which team to support!! LOL! Chonburi is the team that train me in thailand and balestier khalsa is the team tat train me in singapore. WTH! hahas. but i have to say balestier khalsa fc played well and better than chonburi. i do not know what happen to chonburi team even my coach, withaya, was upset with their performance. After watching this match, i feel that i need to work harder in my soccer. my team mate, ayie who is same age as me, now played in s-league and even singapore cup. he played very well and might even get a chance to play in national. "art" who i get to know during my day in chonburi school, now played for chonburi team. he is also another 19 yrs old player who played so well in centre midfield. seem like they are one step faster than me to reach the international stage.

Wan was asking me whether i wan to go thailand again this coming december. hahas. to be honest, i not very sure about it. now i lack of money and got so many things to do, how am i going to get the money to thailand and train?getting my licence and do well for the studies are first den getting RP soccer team to reach the top 3 spot of IVP is second in my mind. next? seaching my new club or stay at balestier khalsa fc?hahas. so many things to do. how i dare to think of going oversea to train my soccer? unless someone going to throw me a million dollars. hahas. maybe my thinking will change.

Ytd i was glad that doctor said my dog is getting better. GREAT! My Mr pong pong are back in action!hahas. i still have to take care of it. it's medicine is getting more and more, i was thinking why the pills is geting more and more when the doctor said he is geting better? ALright, i believe i should just feed my poor dog and see what happen next.

Attitude is Everything

Money

2006-09-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Enough, i had enough of it. In this world, does money tat important? i dunno the answer. Nowadays i in need of cash. Dog sick and it is a very serious illness. Money is needed and it is a big amount. Tomorrow will decide his fate. Hope he will be alright. A 1000+ operation is too much for me if only i have tat amount of money, i believe he will not suffer much like now. Really hope he will get better.

Car licence test is coming? Yea, it is coming and i in need of money to top up my account to book my prac lessons. I am confidence with my driving now and even i din go for lesson for one or 2 weeks, i still wun have much problem. maybe i find it easy to handle. Now jus need to complete the rest of my lessons.

These past few days, i went out with my family members. Big bro and Sis-in-law are nice. Bring me go eat sushi. i ate for about 4 or 5 times in a week? I even bought a present which cost 70++ bucks for my beloved mum. although i do not have much cash in my pocket but mum birthday is always important to me. i never miss out buying present for her during her birthday so this year still the same. cannot be miss. i am glad she loves it very much.

i saw the nice adidas black and gold jacket.hahas. really beautiful. really want to buy it but now money really killing me. i have so many things to settle. i settle one stupid r/s problem and now another problem arrived. i really hope to settle it as fast as possible. This problem really give me a lot of problem and had make me give up many fun.

Now school started, stress is coming again. hahas. a lot of work need to be done and i need lots of energy to study together with my football career. seem like i do not have much time left to do other thins. let settle one thing at a time.

Common sense is sometimes uncommon

Break Time

2006-09-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

Have a Break! hahas. Yea man, i am staying at home with my little sick dog. This whole week is so much fun and tiring for me. i did enjoy lots of fun and laughters with my friends. Went to my Class chalet for 3 days 2 nights. Wow it has been a great chalet. With our games and jokes, hahas, we did enjoy like mad. We played some dare games and loser will suffer. i did experience a chance of being a loser!LOL! i can tell you ppl, it is not a fun thing. my friends are not HUMAN! hahas.

After my chalet, i went to sentosa with my sem 1 class mates. hahas. meet them at about 1pm there. On my way to sentosa, i met some people who give me a surprise. they are friends who i have not seen for many months? Saw one in train and i am so glad and...hmmm.. i think jus happ to see tat person. after so long nv see each other, i think this is really a surprise and i love this surprise. hahas. after tat in bus saw mr panda. din know he work at sentosa. Gd gd.hahas. next time i went back to work, i can find him. relax in sentose is great. i believe if you work there, tat will be great too. i jus love the trip to sentosa. Next time i free, i will go enjoy myself there.

Alright! i think it's time for me to go accompany my little sick dog. It has been unwell for a few days. Make me spent almost half of my money for it to go vet. thank god, it is not a serious illness. Make me so worry tat time.

Hahas Ciao!

2006-09-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

Seem like my driving is doing fine. I kinda of cant wait to drive that big car of my bro with a proper licence. hahas. But i Shall wait and wait. Soon i will get my licence. AFternoon went to watch Little man. hahas. That show is not as funny as i expect. But still not a bad show. I did enjoy it.

After that show, I went to play bowling with my friends. hahas. I dunno What happen to me. Getting more and more suck. If my uncle see how i play, i think he going to kill me. I think if i have my driving licence, i will buy a bowling ball and put it in my bro car. So when i go bowling at night, i wont have the trouble to bring up and down. Just drive that car and go bowl. Using those houseballs really... hahas.. cannot stand it. Alright. Let's see What will happen when i get my licence.

Time for Training. Training was kinda of boring now. Can see i Wont get to play against tampines rover Fc. I find that my soccer life in Balestier Khalsa Fc is getting more and more boring. I really dunno what coach is trying to do. i like getting bored to play for him. Really cant wait to end my contract and go back to play for school where i can play what i want.

Everything Changed in the Wink of An Eye

Back

2006-09-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Alright! I am back from Jerangkang Waterfall. It is a Great trip! People there are very fun. From the start, i dun really know them tat much but from a little small game like Donkey, made us know each other very well. I jokes with them throughout the whole trip. hahas. Really funny. First day to there, i already laugh like hell. my leader, sally, is a real blur queen. I sat with her in the bus and while on the way, she made me laugh by her reaction. i jumped out from my dreamland k. It is a Cow but she said it is a pig. Made me so blur and think so long about why malaysia pig so big? In the end it is a COw!! OMG! hahas. Funny gal. Reach at a Coffee Shop in the midden of the night about 4am? hahas and i had a free breakfast! Free Prata!Hahas. Reach Jerangkang Waterfall was great. The Waterfall water is really cooling. i had a bath there and trek to the top. Great experience for me.

Refresh and Reborn

Morning

2006-09-05T11:54:00.000+08:00

Good Morning People! hahas I jus wake up from my fun dream. Tomorrow i will be travelling to Jerangkang Waterfall for Trekking! And there is a problem now. hahas. my bag is empty now. haven pack it. Think later at night i will do it. Later Going out with P.K , follow him go buy his stuffs, cut hair then go his house get his stuffs. He is coming to my house to stay den tomorrow we will go together. Think this trip will be fun and exciting.hahas. I can catch some nice picture of the waterfall too. Gd gd.. hahas.

This week , next week and the following week will be damn pack. Go driving, go meet friends, go sentosa, training..match.. WA!hahas.. i think i have no time to study. Planning to study my engineering stuffs a bit be4 school reopen. I must start to plan sth and work it out.

Alright! Let's get it started! Time to go bath and meet P.K. hahas. Bye People!

Get On With It

2006-09-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today my driving instructor damn sporty. Taught me how to drive auto and teach me many things. he lets me drive outside instead of inside the circuit. It is because i told him tat i hate circuit so he understand and let me drive outside longer. Driving auto car is easy and fun but i think i still like to drive the normal car. Can change gears, so i believe it is more fun. hahas. Tat instructor even ask me to drive him out to buy newspaper. See pretty mums or gals, he will give comment like "WOw, nowadays mums are getting hotter and hotter man, look at that!" hahas. cool rite ? He even talked about soccer and water sport stuffs. When he knows i into sport, he even ask me go play some water sport.LOL! No no no, not now. Too Ex for me. He is very a nice guy. Drive under him really cool. Not stress and quite fun.

Went back to sch for the trek briefing. Really waste my time as there is nth to talk about. In the end waste my time and money over it. I think i Stay at home sleep is much better than tat. Alright, forget it. Anyway the trip I think i am the oldest! LOL! Mostly all year 1 students.

Training time! Ahem! what can i say ? Today training was interesting ? Passing, Crossing, shooting, mostly all on basic. And i enjoy it very much. But is useless after all. It is because I will not be playing for Sat Game against Sengkang. I will miss out wednesday and friday training. So coach told me tat I will not be change and play. So i hope my team can win them. Next week, against tampines and national under 18, i believe i will not be first 11 too. Think i must start all over again and keep performing to maintain my form.

It's time to focus and do the right thing.

Win

2006-09-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today a victory over Gombak United FC is great for us after losing so many of our games. As usual, I was reserve. Guess wat? Brian and sathi did not play at all. Tat wass so Surprising. I though i will be the one sitting on the VIP seat. hahas Alright! Forget it. it does not matter who is the one playing. I played the last few minutes and i find it alright alright. Nothing much to say about it. Overall my team won 4-0. This whole season, Gombak has lost to us three times. 5-0 , 2-0 and 4-0. hahas I also dun know what happen to them. But thank to them, now My team got a chance of getting top 3. Hopefully we continue this type of gd result.

Alright! I am really tired of knowing tis and tat. Can I just put a full stop to it? Guess so. Next week i believe i will not play as i will be out for a trip to Jerangkang waterfall. It's time for a big break.

"Let the world change you, then you can change the world."

Life Is Different Here

2006-09-03T02:58:00.000+08:00

"Life is not made up of a long run, it is made of up many small runs and with perseverance and the right attitude, and we can overcome any obstacles in life."

Unbelievable

2006-09-01T02:59:00.000+08:00

Wow! Another sleepless night! Heard sth and I have no comment on it. I think now the night is the best time for me to relax and chill. I Opened my window and look out of it. Singapore is really is great island ya. I jus cant sleep and that's all. Sth in my mind? hahas I guess so. When I was listening to radio, this song just come out of sudden. hahas Craig David - Unbelievable. Nice SOng ya? It remind me of her. Well, Jus thinking. No worry. hahas Our whole story really unbelievable.

"The worst part of success is to try finding someone who is happy for you."

Forgive and Forget

2006-09-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher Day People!hahas ALright I miss out going back to sec sch to visit my teachers because I have CAr prac to attent in the morning. Today car lesson is a bit turn off as i always hate driving in the circuit course. I was so Blur as usual because I was so tired in the morning. Anyway overall the lesson is not tat bad because the instructor allows me to drive outside a while. 1 hour is enough for me to drive around BBDC. hahas the instructor was so shocked that i was so different when i was driving in the road and in the circuit. People, I jus hate circuit and that is the whole story of it.

Today training was not that bad but due to the heavy rain which cause the field to be so wet, it is hard to control the ball. As usual, i was dropped to the reserve team to play. i just hate it because whenever coach change a new formation, i will be the one sitting on the bench. He told me tis be4 that i was the best among the reserve. But who care whether you are the best anot. What i care about is how am i going to impress the national ppl or whoever watching my game? I dun get to play and show what i am, so how am i going to impress them ?Isnt that a joke ? Alright, no pt complain so much about it. I will just do my best and learn as many as i can from the first team.

After training, my team mates and i went to some where which i think near to balestier road? Anyway it is just a place to eat our dinner. Brian was so lucky that he picked up 40 bucks on the road. Wow!hahas he is damn lucky. Guess what? He is a great Brother and friend, he used that money to treat us eat. Next we go catch some movie at J8. Snake on the plane again. hahas i just accompany them to watch and watching movie with anand is really fun. That boy laughed when people was screaming about. I was wandering what the hell he is doing? Does he have the right feeling?hahas. After all, this movie is worth watching again with them. Fun Fun and Fun. THat's all.

Alright, last night i went to speak to her. And guess what? what way she speaks was like so different now. hahas a total stranger? "What out of sudden you come and find me?" that is what she said to me when i jus say a "hello" to her. I was like not "welcome". Alright, it is fine with me. As I did not want to make she feels upset or cry or watever that will make her mood down. To be honest, i really do not want tat. Which guy want his gal to be sad ? Maybe there is but not me. Before the r/s, i did promise to make her happy and try not to make any trouble for her. It is bcause from her past r/s, no one give her that be4. Fun, Laughter and happy. After so many incidents, she said to me, she still feel the same as I did not give her any happiness at all. People, you know wat? Sometimes, this is not something you can control. i did try everything i can but it is still unchange. It is her past bad experience. i believe she did compare me and her ex(s) so what else can i do ? I cant change to a person which is not me rite? I did change for her and it is for the better, nt the worst. Alright! Let's stop this. I am making myself to forget about her and move on with my life. Maybe it is a mistake to find her to chat or wat.

ALright! Let have a rest and put a full stop to everything in the past.

"The feeling is just like a wind - you cant see it but can only feel it"

Back Home

2006-08-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

Guess what, I have not been sleeping for 2 days. hahas I just reached home and I still feeling very awake. Monday I skipped training and i give an excuse saying my grandpa need someone to look after so I din go training(Actually I need a Break). I went to Malaysia to Chill around.Went Holiday Plaza to take a look at some painting and posters.Those are really Great.How i wish one day i can have my own house and i design it with some nice poster and painting around. I also went to eat some famous foods there.hahas.Cool ya?That is what life is about.You need to know when to chill out yourself and also when to be serious and get thing done. That is What I know now after so many stupid things happened to me.hahas Orite! forget it.Let's continue my blog. At night, I went to Kbox with PN02-04 friends.LOL! Until now I still cant believe I went to sing Kbox with them. hahas. It is fun and 5 of us really enjoy ourselves. We Drink and sing like nobody business. I think we really mad tat night. LOL! People, we sang till 6am. and guess what next?

Thank to Kenny's great idea. We went to watch morning movie, Snake on the plane. Great movie and it really keep us awake! WA!hahas some part of it really can make you open your eyes BIG! Orite! It's time for Chalet. After that great movie, we went to suntec to bring some bbq foods for our chalet. And Tat Xing yun really rubbish. Keep Finding Trouble for MS. hahas. Cannot Stand it.

Chalet is real fun for me. After so long, at last i have the time to spent time with them. talk craps and bbq together. Celina and gq really enjoying themselves. hahas seem like PN02-04 will have a new couple soon. hahas.. Good..Good.

Have not been training for two days. Thursday i believe it's time to go show sth to coach. I still remember what coach told me tat day when i never even play in the FA Cup. I hope I can show him what i am and get back my sense of football. I need the feeling back. Tat feeling really make me enjoy football very much.

OhmyGoodness! Rain so heavily now. Nice Weather as the wind keep blowing and blowing toward my direction. Seem like i really Enjoying myself and keep myself out of those rubbish. Ladies and gentlemen, hahas i guess i really need to have a great rest. Ciao~

Farewell Tay Ling!

2006-08-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today is really a great day for us and especially for Tay Ling. He has been in charge of Republic Polytechnic Soccer Team for 3 years and now he decided to leave RP. Sad rite, but I never ask him why because I feel that he has his own reason. I just want to thank to him for helping me to get into RP and also recommand me to represent soccer for Team Republic. He is the one who decide to put me as captain too. I remember last year I went to RP Soccer team for trial, he watched me played and he wanted to put me as captain to replace Bao. But in the end, i din accept it and coach understand it.I am not ready to be a Captain. hahas.. Last year i was still a year 1 student and so fast they decide to put me as captain?What about those in Year 2 and 3? REally too fast for me to handle it, I cant accept it. Tay Ling is a very nice and understanding guy. I explained to him and he understand. So he put me as vice-captain.

Last year, Johor trip where RP soccer team went there for pre-season training. We played two matches and Tay Ling was there too. I got a Red Card for a match for fighting with some Johor team players. Tay Ling bring me to one side and talk to me. I learned a lesson after tat and I become even more calm and steady after what he told me.

Now After i take over as the team captain, i really want to thank him for what he has done for the team and for me. I believe Alex still have a lot to learn from him.hahas.Alright, Let's wish him All the best in the future!

Today match was real fun but tired. The whole RP Team Against the Staff Team. OMG! And guess what? Coach put me play for Staff Team. hahas. The whole Game was like me against the whole RP Team. Funny rite? Ya, Bao and Hafiz come back to play but their fitness level has dropped and they have not been playing soccer for a long time. So I cannot expect them to play like those club players rite?Orite! The game is still fun, I run up and down, create changes for the staffs to score but they missed!LOL! Never mind den. Play on!

First Half ended 0-5 and Of course, is the RP BOys winning.hahas. These Guys must really get whack by me..LOL! Never Give face, Treat the Staffs Team so Seriously and make me run like a mad dog. HAhahas.. Anyway I was jus kidding. Second Half, i almost scored two goals but one is an offside and another was being cleared by one idiot.hahas. Forget it. Overall we still enjoy ourselves, and Tay Ling score! From a penalty which we act and plan together.hahas. Our OSG boss, Wilson, scored one too. Ahem! create by WHo? hahas. Make a guess ya.

Wow! What a Day! After today, tomorrow i have to stay focus for my training. One more Round for my Prime League and i will be a free player. i will be free to go any club and also choose whether to play anot. hahas.I also not sure, which to choose. As time goes by, we shall see ya.

"To dream anything you want to dream, that is the beauty of the human mind. To do any thing you want to do, that is the strength of human will. To trust yourself, to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed."

Enjoy

2006-08-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

Well well well, What a nice weather here in my house. I think it is going to rain soon in my house area here. The wind here is so nice and cooling. I was like enjoy it in my room where I opened all my window and lying down on my bed. Last thursday my team got kicked out of the FA Cup by Sembawang SC. Guess What, i was not part of the starting line-up. I never even play in the match. We lost 0-2 and Coach nasa asked me how I think of the game. hahas. What can i say? i have no comment to it. Coach can sense that I am upset with it. He talked to me and explained why I did not play. I just accepted it although I find it a bit nonsense. Match is over, let move on. Now I really finished the season without anything. hahas.. After my glory days in SEmbawang Ranger FC, I did not win anything at all. Although in RP, I did won every soccer tournament which i joined, but that is not what I want. I want to win big thing like Prime League Champion, FA Cup etc... Hahas.. I have to train hard and look forward for next year.

Final Theory Test Passed! hahas. When i press the button to end test, I was so afraid that i might fail and come back to BBDC to re-take the test. But i was WRONG!LOL! Passed!I passed it! I din expect to pass it for the first time, i though i might come back again to re-take it. hahas.. alright, it is just a small test, next is TP!!! Guess What, my TP date was in Jan. OMG! i cannot believe it, it was so long la. hahas.. I have to wait for four months to take my driving test. I really cannot wait to drive a car. Ytd, I even went to drive my Dad's Van. LOL! Alright! No choice, i have to wait.

Life is getting better for me, people around me keep saying holiday is bored but i dun think so. I think it is just nice for me to rest and relax myself. Went to Pub and chill around, have some nice drink and chat with some "Blacks" is fun. Make Full use of this holiday people. Plan well and do something with it. Dun waste time staying at home and sleep or play computer games. hahas..If that will make you feel enjoyable.hahas..alright den. Do it! But not for me. I will rather go gym or swimming than playing computer games at home..LOL!

This Song is quite nice. I was Listening to it while I was Enjoying this wonderful wind and peaceful night.

What a Wonderful World

I see trees of green, red roses too.

I see 'em bloom for me and you.

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue, clouds of white.

The bright blessed days, and dark sacred nights.

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow.

Are so pretty in the sky.

It's also on the facesOf people walkin' by.

I see friends shakin' handsSayin', "How do you do?.

"They're really sayin', "I love you."

I hear babies cry, and I watch 'em grow.

They'll learn much more than I'll ever know.

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.

I think to myself, what a wonderful world.

HOliday

2006-08-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

First Day Of my Holiday and guess how i spent it. hahas. i think no one will believe, i actually spent my whole free day at home sleep. i do not feel bored because my mum is at home to accompany me. you know what?today mum and son sleep together in the living room.LOL! i remember the last time i sleep with my mum is when i was in primary school? hahas.. i watched tv and chat with her. my mum is really a great mum and i feel that she really work very hard for this family especially for me. everyone said my mum loves me more than my brothers. i agreed but i should put it this way. everyone in the family loves me. maybe is because i am the youngest and is the only one who can make them laugh and never quarrel with them? hahas..i always respect my brothers and parents. never talk back or even scold them unless it is really their fault.

i really cant wait to let my parents rest and not working. But problem is how am i going to be a successful man? hahas.. tough question ya. i will never think of it. it is because i will let it flow and see where it goes. no one know what will happen in the past. so am i. so why do you want to worry about?

alright! let it be. let talk about today training.hahas.. bad bad bad. a word to describle my performance today, 'Terrible'! i dunno why i cant control my body, especially my legs. i believe coach is upset with it but let it be. i from centre midfield to right midfield to right defender to last man. omg.. really bad.he put me anywhere and i believe he will not put me play tomorrow.. hahas.. tomorrow FA Cup game against Sembawang SC,my team must win it or i will end this season with nothing. so even if i am a reserve tomorrow, i must make sure i make a dfferent after my coach put me in.

let call it a day.it's time to let my brain rest. i just remember i have a car prac tomorrow. hahas.. thank to my laptop. it remind me of my car prac. Good Night people!

Let's Have A Break

2006-08-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

School Ended! It Means i will have a month break to relax myself and do whatever i need to do. Today Seem like a relaxing day although it is a day to go to school. My class ended at 10am and my facilitator bought pizza for the class. we watch movie and eat. we cant go school early today due to the UT. so we slack in class joke, watch movie, take photo, disturb people and many thingy. Until 415pm where the UT start.

UT is hard but i believe i still can pass it. i do not think i will fail my UT.

Wow! Everything just pass sooo fast. So FAst, holiday begin.that is how life can be. if you waste your time, you will be wasting your life. Anyway i find it just a right time for me to rest my brain. After so many things happened to me these past few months.....years.....

i read kenny's blog, and i agree with celina and faqih that his blog is damn emo..hahas.. but cannot blame him rite.. i believe he will overcome it. I had such experience before but i just let it goes and let time heal my heart. As time passes, everything will be over.

Maybe i have stead too many times or wat but do you believe, i have only two or three serious relationship before?? out of dunno 7 or 8 steads. Ya, people can say i am bastard or wat. i do agree with them but not now. i have met this gal who i really serious in it but i too selfish. give up on her over my dream. another gal is the one who i tell myself i wont make the same mistake but i still did it. Is my fault again. i dun understand and trust her. ALright, last is this gal who have many bad experience in relationship, and i told her be4 i will give her something which her bfs nv done be4.she was happy at that time but as time passes, she told me sth which make me think i am a fool.

forget it! to be honest i still cannot stand the decision she made but tat is what she wan. Dun worry be happy is what i going to say. i will let time settle it and i will be back. She let me experience what a depression means and how sad it can be if you break up with a person who love you more than anyone else.

This coming holiday, i will be take it like a break and let everything blow away by the wind.

-I am a guy who have no tomorrow now-

Hello Everyone!

2006-08-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Hi PEople, LOL!! I dun tihnk there is anyone reading my blog again le ba.. so long nv touch it le. Many things had happen in my life and that makes me so busy with my life. But that does not mean i am free now. i still making myself busy and enjoying my life away from all those problems. i have waste my time on someone who i think fool me around. No, i should say she is just dunno what she want. i have try to change her to be a better one but end up... like i am the evil guy. forget it! Thank to her. i learned something new in my life. i still having a tough time,a very very tough time. i spent most of my time with her and my soccer, and now she left, my life like lack of something. but soon, it will be solve. now jus wish her all the best and hope she get a better guy who will really make her feel happy all the time. Now i Drink, slack in pub, do all type of things which can rest my heart and make me feel relax. Let time fix my Heart....

Football is driving me mad!! Now i find that i am too lousy to play for S-league. i still need to gain more and more experience and learned more from my coach.He has turn me to a better and discipline player. Next year might be my last year for my whole soccer life. I really wish to fullfill my dream to play in the national team and s-league within these time. it might be impossible but i will give it a try.

What Life will i have next time?

Decision!

2006-01-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

i dun know what the fark my brother and his gf wan. realli cannot stand them! bloody hell!feeel like using a knife and kill them!hahas.. last night i din sleep in my house, i went to brian house and sleep. his dogs are real cool.hahas.. when they stand up is as big as ME!!!andrew and desmond also joined me after they knew that i am sleeping in his house. bringing desmond in is a PROBLEM!!!!hahas.. that idiot play ps2 in brian game room until midnight 3 to 4 plus!hahas.. then when he finished, he come and sleep with me! kick me.. and wake me up jus becoz he got no place to sleep. hahas..bastard!

jus now i went to woodland and bought a present for my sis becoz today is her 6th birthday! i guess she enjoy a lot.brother san bought a swensens cake.i bought a bag then brother ching bought a dress for her.

now i have to study for tomorrow UT.damn it! i am sooo sleepy..

6 more days to Soccer IVP.

What a Trip i had wif Republic Poly.

2005-12-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

At last i am back from malaysia. It is a short pre-season Training Trip and i think Everyone in the team enjoy it. we had fun in the hotel and training but not in the match. malaysian teams are farking bastard. first match we played against one johor team which had a lot of good and experience players in it. we had a hard fight in the match and we lost the match 2-3. i scored 1 goal to help the team draw 1-1 then followed by brian super goal which made us 2-1. but second half, our team losed due to some mistakes. i think i made the team down by missing one penatly kick. OH MY GODNESS!!!! so terrible!!! if i score that. we will draw 3-3.

But it's alright, we still have to move on. the second match is worst. the team which we played with, injured so mani of our players. i even fight in the field with 2 guys. i realli cannot stand those people who hurted my team-mates. SUCH A BASTARD! the match we won 1-0. thank to brian again. and i got 2 yellow cards in the match which sent me off. it is my first time getting a red card. shake is worst. i think he broke his leg. DAMN IT! this trip had made most of us injured.hahas..sad rite.. even i also need a rest. my back suddenly very pain.hope it is not very serious.

my next mission is trial with woodland wellington fc. i am going to play senior league.and hopefully they sign me. 16th of Jan is the school Soccer IVP tournament. hope i can do sth to help RP win NP and ITE. 2 strongest team in our group. then after the tournament, hope i can win the sch sportman of the yr. Got 2500 dollars okie!!!hahas..and it is in CASh!

have that amount of money i can take my diving and driving licence..hahas..

I am Back!

2005-12-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

He is the one who bought me to Sembawang Ranger FC and teach me football till now. Thank him for everything! He is the best coach i ever had.

MY thai mumSss..hahas.. I will always go kitchen and find them when i was hungry. They will always cook fried rice wif eggs for me because i onli know how to say fried rice in thai.hahaha!

Hiyat and i went to bangkok to find Ekkawat!hahas..He took us around to eat and shop.I must thank him for treating us a dinner!

These players are not the school football team. They are jus a normal student study in that sch. Every Night after my table tennis game, i will go find them and play futsal match or other games like vollyball and basketball. They are realli fun and nice.hahas..especially that fatso in green!LOLxX. He hates to play against me becoz i like to fool him wif the ball.hahas..

Miss O.A here is a rich gal in the school.hahas.One of my friends there.She can speak a bit of english which is broken.And she love my friend,hiyat.hahaha!We had some great time in thailand.

HEy tis is an interesting photo..hahas..i went to school wif him. Wearing their school uniform. He looked liek a monk ya.hahas.But inside the field, he is an evil king kong.LOLxX.

MY last day wif her and we took our last photo. Thank her for teaching me some thai.

Fri is her name. In thai, fri means sky. We took tis photo wen she came to me and ask me with a very perfect english which shocked me.hahas. She is a thai chinese. In that school, i can onli communicate wif her because she is the onli person there can speak english wif me. Too bad she will be away soon to USA to study.

Take a closer look at his face.

CAught tis little one on the tree.

EVery night after our training, we will play table tennis. As you can see both of us din wear shirt..hahas..tis is because we played a game. who lose must take out one cloth. In the end none of us naked because both of us dun dare to take out OUR underwear!!LOL!!!

Noi. One of the talent right back in the under 18 team.

Took tis after my training. First time have the taste of being the star. lolXx

GReat players, great friends, most of them had played for thai youth national before.

Princess ChuRaBhorN Collage

Can you believe?This guy on the right is my thai coach!

We are the reserve TEam! Sitting on the bench is not a good thing because the weather is freezing and we wan to play to warm ourselves.

I have found him!hahas..and he still remember me!He is still very nice and funny.

Coach and my best friend in the club, ishmaifoday.

We are ready for the match!

Hey people, i am back. THailand is realli a great place to play football. Learned mani things from them and now i want to be better before i go back and challenge them again. Those blacks in chonburi FC are realli great. Their power and skills is so much greater than mine.

Ytd i went back to school training.EVerything realli change. i mean singapore football reali cannot make it. and i kinda of not use to the weather here in singapore. it is so hot here. in thailand, i nv see rain or sun heat at all. the weather there is realli cold. maybe becoz i am near the northern part of thailand.

Now i need to find a club in singapore. haizZz. woodland will be my number 1 choice. i saw the woodland keeper coach in thailand. and he asked me to call him wen i reach singapore. Now i am waiting for him to call me go for trial at woodland wellington Fc. If by end of december , i still din get his call. maybe i will go back balestier khalsa fc.GEylang United Fc and Tampines rover Fc is a bit too far for me.

i will be away again.

Bye!

6th december 2005

2005-12-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

My thai care taker!
RP Futsal Team
Balestier Khalsa FC
Sembawang Ranger FC U-16 Champion
Balestier Khalsa FC U-18

Sembawang Ranger FC (In Thailand)

Ya, a few more hours, I going to Thailand. A place where I hope I can find back my real football sense. Past few months, I have been skipping meals, jus to save that few hundred bucks to go Thailand. Maybe I shall choose to go work than national training.

Hahas..forget it.. I will gain back everything. Now must gain weight!!LOL!! I think not onli steph said I am skinny now. Mum and dad also think I have lost weight but it’s okie la..LOL!! coach sundram also said before, I lack of body weight. As a defender and midfielder, even I have the speed and fitness,without body weight, I will still get beaten easily. Unless I am robinho la..hahas..

Alright, enough of my shit.

Bye people!

ZzZzzzz....

The Night is still young, dude!

2005-12-04T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hahas… yea man, Friday and Saturday night is the best to me. Actually on Friday I was planning after my UT 2, I will go home and sleep. But I am so bloody lucky! That bastard problem solving facilitator is son of the bitch! What farking comment is that?!?! I wrote a good RJ for you and you still give me a C? God damn it! Lucky Friday he is absent, if not, I confirm say him like hell. Such a good actor, act kind and caring but in the end is a fark up idiotic ass hole!

Okie, enough of him. Next year I will kill him..hahas… on Friday night, Justin, xian and me went to find kiat at pool junction. We had some fun there, play pool and eat fun foods from kiat. After a while we spent the rest of the time at pool junction bar where ash is working there. Justin and I drank a lot! Wow! Hahas.. We even played a game, loser has to drink one glass of whiskey!LOL!! We are mad ya. That whiskey is a special jug. Because I asked ash to mix it with plain water. LOL! People, I can tell u, it is really suck to drink that!LOL!! After we finished 2 jugs, we really drunk!LOL! But it’s alright la, we did enjoy that night.

Yesterday these are the guys who go out with madnESsSs!LOL!!

WE are really mad! hahas.. cars is coming and we still can take photo like that!LOL!

Zhiwei, Zheng Wei, Zewei and Han all came to my house and play last night. We watch football matches, movies from my laptop then sleep together at the living room!LOL!

This is how Zhiwei, a national under 16 player, sleep!hahaha! he is realli asleep when i took this wonderful picture.hahas.. We think in future, he will be a soccer coach. See the way he sleep, is like how a soccer coach will stand while watching his team playing.LOL!!

alright! one day to go! i will going to thailand! bye people!! see you all in one month time!

Bloody hell!

2005-11-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Bloody!

Bloody!

i saw my own blood today!hahas.. Ya, i went to donate my evil blood to lovely people. cool ya?!

today dhan told me, austin talk nonsense again to him.LOL!

Austin told dhan that he is a national player. My god! Is that a thing good to act and show off? If it is the fact then nvm. The problem is he is talking cock again!LOL! Austin~ Austin~ I have been training at under 18 for 2 months and Farhan in under 17 for nearly 2 yrs. If you are inside there, you think we dun know?LOL!

orite enough of him, he still the same. we cannot change him ya..

Tomorrow UT!!wish me all the best!hahas.I cannot get a D or F again!LOL!!

Amazing,amazing day...

2005-11-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

Did I say today I going to take part in our school amazing race? Hahas... I bet I did say it. Because ytd I just wrote it in my blog. Hahas… anyway to me, it is fun even thought my team end up last. Aloysius had do his part even thought he suffer a lot in the game. He had leg cramp, can’t keep up with Kelvin and me and even “throw out all the shit he had in his stomach.” Aloysius! We never blame you ya. That is part of the game!!hahas.. Must be you too fat le..LOL! Next time we must go do some running first before we go for this amazing race.
The race is fun and interesting. In fact, my team was leading all the way until we met some problem in mount faber. We are lost and Aloysius also cannot take it anymore. Haiz! But anyway I still manage to help him by carry his bag so he can move faster a bit. Lucky I learn a bit of leg message so I help him a bit by a bit. My team actually gave up at IMM. Because Aloysius said that there is no point for us to chase back. We are very far behind everyone. But.. you know what? After I finished the race and got back to school. I found out that if we carry on the game without slacking at IMM. We might have a bit of chance winning at least 2nd or 3rd. Haiz! Anyway forget it! We did something and it is fun..hahas.. we sign and wrote our name at the cable car. And went talking cock with other ppl. Encourage each other and many more. Great day man!

Andrew called me at about 2+pm and ask me to go play for our sch. I dun wan. It is because I still mad about that new coach of RP. Is he really a coach? Or he jus come coach for fun? Last few game, hafiz broke his leg and he leave Hafiz to us to settle. Bloody hell! If I was there, I will whack his face! I play all out for the sake of the school and for him. And this is what he get from him? Last match, without Brian and Hafiz, we had a very terrible game because we do not have a good finisher. I defend like hell man! I suggested to coach that why not put me play as centre mid. He promises me but for the whole 90 min, I still play last man. This is not the first time; he gives me an empty promise. This time, fark him! I am not going to play. I heard RP lost 1-7. yaya! Coach talked to me and said I cannot miss any of the game now. The different had show today. But I told him, I am just a year 1 student. There are more experience players from year 2 and 3. So even I dun play for school, there is no diff. maybe today is jus unlucky for them. I still suck in soccer. I dun play such a big role in school. Mani ppl said I am going to be captain of RP soon. But I dun really believe. I think others deserve more than me.
I went to watch Harry with Brother Ching today. it is my second time watching that show. Carrie actually want to follow but mum dun let…hahas.. Too bad gal... Brother here will try to look out for Harry vcd for you ya. Dun be sad.

Tomorrow what am I doing?!?! Maybe I going to the std to help out my old club to coach and play with the kids.hahas.. Past few days, I did go to the street soccer court and play. I found out there are mani new faces.hahas.. Most of them are pri sch or sec 1, 2 or 3 kids. Many of them are talent footballer. Play good football and most importantly they enjoy football. Hahas..
Alright! Next week I planning to go out and play before I go Thailand. Where and who to go?!? Hahas..

Go sleep now better…ZzZzzz………

Fight for a place in prime league team!

2005-11-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

Today I was late for school again, thank to Andrew! Hahas. Ya, he fetches me to school again. When I stepped into the classroom, I can see the reaction of the facilitator, he like kinda of not happy but I dun care. I went to see his comment for last week problem. He wrote a bad comment for me!! Damn it!! He said he has saw my UT 2 and he think I will fail again this time. Of course I will fail la!!!! Never do finish wat!! So farking hard and RP still give us so little time to do!

Let forget about school work. After school, I went to lucky plaza find Brian and play pool. We played and had some fun then we went to Toa Payoh stadium to meet next yr new prime league coach. He talked to us about his plan and next yr club plan. To me, Geylang United FC is much better but all wan to stay in Balestier Khalsa FC. So I think stay for one year then see how first. I told him I will be in Thailand for the whole December and he said its fine to him. He will give me two weeks to proof myself then I will get my contract. So after I come back from Thailand, I must fight for a place in prime league. Coach said next year, prime league only train 3 times a week which mean our monthly pay will be very low. 100++ a month? Around there…

Haiz... When can I ever earn 1000++ in football? Hahas... and when can I ever play in s-league?

Anyway i just qurrelled wif my parent about my driving licence. No one want to support me and where i get the money to learn? Brother Ching got aunt to support him, Brother San got Dad support and what about me? i said i going to take bike licence becoz it is cheap and i can buy a bike to ride. All disagree?!?!? What the hell!! when i come back from thailand i will confirm go all out for my sea diving licence and bike/car licence..I will find my way to get those money to learn!

Tomorrow I will be joining school amazing race!!! Wee u wee!!!LOL!! aim for that ipod nano!! Hope can end earlier then I can go play school friendly game...

SAy bye bye to National u-18

2005-11-25T04:18:00.000+08:00

Singapore's hopes of qualifying for the 2006 AFC Youth Championship in India took a blow with a 2-0 reverse at the hands of Thailand on Wednesday.Against a Thai side full of flair and exuberance, the Cubs were left to look leaden-footed despite their continous toil and spadework at the Jalan Besar Stadium.The visitors struck the lead just 10 minutes into the game, as Zaiful Nizam spilled Chainarong Tatong's low effort, the ball ricocheting into goal off the thigh of the unfortunate keeper-captain.They went 2-0 up at the stroke of half-time as Anawin Jujeen took advantage of some hesitant defending in the home backline to slot past Zaiful.The Cubs' chances went from dim to ebon in the 61st minute, as defender Azmi Ahmad was shown his second yellow card and given his marching orders.

What can i say?When i was watching their match, i also feel like playing. Damn it!Siva told me some of the thai players who i will see and play with in thailand.They are awesome. See the way they played, their touches, their vision, all are amazing.. I think i have more to learn and i cannot wait to go thailand and proof myself.

Brian told me, next yr GEylang Utd prime league is taking by coach lim tong hai. he is my idol in singapore football and he know me. i feel like playing under him plus geylang is my favourite club. the only problem is it is quite far. my house and school will be in north side.

BAlestier is another choice. aloy told me to stay because everyone is staying. But there are some people there, i dun realli like.omg! i think i come back from thailand then say ba.

i din go school again!hahas..cannot wake up. but mickey and cheng ze said i am lucky because today problem is hard and can kill ppl!LOL!! yaya..when UT come, i will die.

die
die
die

14days to Go.

2005-11-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

14 more days.
i will be away..
today i made a decision
which is.....
i quit national le..

friends might tihnk i am a fool to do that..
but..
it's alright..
anyway one more week i will be away..
will miss all of them..
especially..
but time will pass very quickly..
very fast ..jan will come..

on christmas day..i will be back
but next day or a few more days
i will be off to malaysia..
with RP soccer team..

RP football team is getting worst now.
haifz broke his leg.
brian injured his ankle..
mark..jack..also injured
ram is away for national under 21 tour..

now i hope i can do sth for this sch..
last sunday is our first defeat since this new coach took over.
0-2 to police SA B team..
i was quite unhappy with the team performance..
but it's okie..
tis will take time..
i am not perfect anyway..
so hope now i can do sth for tis team.
without national training..
now i left a week time to train wif RP
be4 i go thailand..

tomorrow AFC starts..
wish national under 18 all the best!
thailand and indonesia are the powerhouse of southeast asia
but i believe they can do it.

-14 more days to go-

2005-11-18T05:44:00.000+08:00

I have change my blog!
hahas..
jus nothing to do at home.
now i can shout loud out and say..
i have failed!!!!!
i failed to make it in the 22 players team.
ytd they jus book into hotel and have their final test
now coach going to kick out 4 players from the 22..
wish them all the best.
i did learn a lot from them..
but this show i still cannot match international standard.
haiz..

6th of dec is coming soon...
will i suffer there?
ya..most likely i will..
i need to learn thai..
eat like thai..
play like thai...
football in thailand is not tat easy..
they are more fast and creative..
oh ya..they are much more stronger too..

still cannot forget how i was played in nfa-u18
wish them all the best in AFC cup
and hope they will win
and i will have another chance to fight for a place next yr.

2005-11-08T02:55:00.000+08:00

Tired!!!
that is what i can say now..
ytd went to watch movie.
tat thai guy is cool..
hahas..
it is worth watching it..
after that i went home..
then i remember about the match!
hahas..man utd and chelsea.
i watched until 2am..
1-0!!!
man utd won!!
great..

anyway i need to concentrate now..
a few more days to AFC..
a few more weeks to thailand..
i cannot get sick now..

and i need more rest..
sleeping is all i need now..
and i can onli tihnk of my lovely bed..

i wan to ZzzZzzz...

2005-11-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

today is another day..
where i sit on the bench..
and watch the team play again..
faliq got his chance..
becoz he called and ask for a chance..
i din..
beocz i din call?
hahas..so funny..
why do i need to call a coach to let me play?
action tells everything..
i dun talk but i do wif action..
maybe i not gd enough?
damn it..
forget it..
i am looking forward for my thai trip..
and next yr..prime league..
which club to go?
geylang?balestier?tampines?gombak?
nah...let do thing step by step..

went to watch sky high today..
not a bad show..quite nice..
more movies are coming in nov..
hopefully i can have some time and go watch it.

my head still pain like hell..
got hit by him..
damn it..
very painful!
got a hill at the back of my head..
make me hard to sleep..

34 days to go..a few more weeks..
i will be away~

2005-10-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

countdown ppl..
36days to go..
and i will be away

dunno when national is going australia..
or they cancel?
or they nv choose me to go?

sat match against home utd prime was bad
they said i did well
but i think it's not enough
i still left out sth
sth which i need to show ppl
to show those who i need to show.

sad..think home utd wun wan such player like me
what's next?

nov is AFC
dec is my thai training trip
jan is inter poly tournament
then..??!?!?!
next?!?!?!

oh ya..my sec sch going to break down to pieces soon..
sad sad..
all those nice and fun days are over..
jus like...
ya..
all over...
let's look forward ppl..
life is getting busy....

2005-10-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

dead..
dead..
training are getting worst and worst.
i need to run and run..
passing 100%
dribbling 100%
decision making 100%
and fitness also have to be 100%!!
what the hell..
this is what you need when you go to the training.
in order to get a place..
tis is what you have to do..
am i rite?
haiz...
fark care..
i jus tired and no energy to talk or go out..

next trip will be australia..
november i will be going wif the team..
sound cool rite..
i think tat is when i can feel relax and rest well in the hotel.

miss 5 times
and 1 test..
i can't wake up for sch..
damn it..
nov i might miss 1 week for the trip.
then if i was select for the AFC..
another week in nov is gone again..
now i got one major black mark in sch..
dun know what will happen to me..

heard from baosen..
Rp soccer team wan to put me as captain?
damn it..
tat must be a joke..
i am jus a year 1 student...
how can i be captain??!?!
we had one s-league player and a young lion player..
they shall be the captain or vice..
not me..

now coach wan me to go back to the team to train together wif the team
but to me..national training and thai trip are more important
i believe wif all those tough training..
i confirm can overcome those idiot who is big in size..
and fast in speed..

my day will come!

2005-10-20T01:44:00.000+08:00

Here i am..
relax in the nearby mac
eating my big breakfast while writing tis blog.
and i skipped sch again.
now my life is so busy and tired.
and tis is my first time i can slack since my first step to nfa.
last week went to malaysia wif nfa team.
and we lost to them 1-4.
i think it is a heavy defeat for us.
i dun think singapore team had such a big loss to malaysia be4.
but it's okay..
jus a friendly match.
but coach sundram does not think like tat.
becoz of 2 defeats we had so far,
he wan to push us to hell!!
fitness..fitness...fitness!!
now you ppl know why i skip sch?
it is a hell training.
i train so hard and i dun know i can get into the team anot.
isit it sound so stupid?

sebastian,aloy,din,ayie all are one step higher than me.
they played well against national under 21
and now they are called-up!
my goodness..i am only national under 18?
i think sometimes luck do play a part in our life.

watever!!
watever!!
watever!!
i must work harder now
becoz i wan to follow the team to vietnam
then hope i can part of the team to AFC
then my last hope will be my dec trip to thailand.

is tis my life?

2005-10-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

PN0204 charlet was great.
i have swam for about 5 times in 2 days?
hahas..sleep and relax at there wif faqih.
totally crazy!!hahas..
then we squeeze and disturb those who slept
put sth on their legs..hand..head..
hahas...jus rock!!!reali fun..

i talked to her on tat time..
greeat to know tat she is fine..
now i recalled the past..
realli regret..
but wat to do..tat's life..
we can't go back to the past..
but i will let fate do the part..
now i jus wan to concentrate on my football career.
and think about it after my poly yrs..
hope for 'forgive'

sundram training was totally hell..
everyday my legs were like aching..
no time to rest at all..
i still have to work to get money for my thai trip..
haiz..jus tired..
now i know playing in such a high level..
you must concentrate on it and not to do other thingy..
some ppl join soccer with work or relationship..
in the end...end up nth..
or they will choose to give up their fav soccer..
haiz...
life life life..
whylitat!!!!

ytd after all my national training..club match and sch match..
brother went to watch and fetch me at clementi std,
and we went to eat!
Welcome to Swensens!!
hahas..yes we went to eat at suntec..
order so much..
wa...realli great
tis is what we called gd stuffs!!
hahahaha..
until now i still...FULL!!!

opss..kk..gtg for work...

ciao~

2005-09-23T03:37:00.000+08:00

wow!national training was kinda of shiok!
but it is tough.
i was so shiok tat coach will put me played last man for the game.
ya..i know it is jus a training game but..
last man dude..is not a very easy position to play.
but i think i did well ytd.
i train until the 2nd match then i got leg cramp!!!
damn it!

heard from nizam,AFC is in singapore.wow!
and everyone is asking me to fight for a place in national
i will try but i still dun think i will make it..
i still have a lot of thingy to learn from them.
still weak in kicking high ball!!!!
fark!!!
how to play for national if i still have some weakness..

now whole body is still in pain..
i need a treatment!
hahas..
today i think i going to suffer again..

2005-09-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

hi everybody!!
so long since i last updated my blog..
hahas..
i was busy working..working
and of course training wif my soccer..

i lost my COE league and COE challenge Cup tis yr..
no medal..haiz..
it is a year where i have learned so mani things..
coach said i have improved a lot since i joined balestier.
but to me..i still the same..
and i also think i need to work ever more harder..

Tat is the sad side of me..
but it's okay..
now is the GOOD NEWS!!!hahas,
my trip has been confirm!
december i will be away to thailand for three weeks..
i will be joining one of the thai club sch for training..
and this sch is one of the top best sch in the world..
no kidding..
so two month later i will be flying off~~
*i think i will suffer there*

another gd news i jus received not long ago is..
hmmmm...
i got national called-up!!!
hahahas...but is jus a training..national coach jus ask me go training...
so i am not in the team yet..
but everything is going fine to me..

hope i can do well in my soccer..
ytd RP soccer team also won their first friendly match..
but i still think we need to improve more..
i am so excited and nervous now..so mani things jus happen in one time..
hahas..
now national training.after tat..thailand trip
and when i come back...it will be my poly tournament..
then i wil go for prime league selection...
hope i can realli play in the singapore league..hahas..
hope this dream will come true~~

2005-08-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

Oh... I lose my first Singapore cup match to SAF FC
It was a heavy defeat.
I had never lost to SAF FC so many be4.
Guys… 4-0 are the score…
Shudai score twice… farhan black played well too.
That’s why their team won us 4-0.
We have to learn… but I am not happy with the result.
In the COE League, my team played with them twice.
First match lost 1-0 to them.
Second match draw 1-1.
Now Singapore cup, we lost 4-0?
What the fark?
Maybe I should not be stubborn.
Using a heavy boots to play against them.
Is like putting on weight and run with them.
OMG!
No choice…
Forget it!
Let’s look forward!
3 more games to go.
And we have to win Tanjong, Gombak and lastly…
Home united…

Today after my work, I went to search for a boots.
I wan to buy a super light boots.
So that I can run very fast.
I found a lotto boots which cost $189!!
Oh my…
Very Expensive…
But I like it… I went to city hall first…
Then after that I went to Queenway…
The cheapest I can get is $120!
Hahas... the price still never ex..but nvm la..
i realli like it very much..
hahas... so I went back to city hall again and buy from tat uncle.
Guess wat…
Dun have my size!!!!!!!
Damn it!!
Whylitat!!!!!
I need to use for tomorrow RP trial
haizzZz..
Uncle said he will order for me…
So I will wait for his call…

So tired!!!!!
Reach home at around 9 ++
And I come back home without anything…
So stupid rite..
Go to sleep now..
Need a lot of rest for tomorrow trial…
Bye!
GD nite….ZzzzZZz

2005-08-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

Oh Great!
i have failed my basic theory.
hahas.expected!
nvm.next time take again..

Last sat match against SAF was like a nightmare.
everyone from SAF FC is aiming me..
yaya..and most of them are from my ex-club.
DAMN IT!
i almost end up in Mount alvernia hospital.
shudai run toward me and i was dribbling.
and you know what he do next?
he jumped and use both of his foot to tackle me!
wa! lucky i jumped a bit to aviod that serious tackle.
in the end he got a RED card.

this match remind me of my right knee injuries.
i got the same situation last 2 years ago
when i played against tampines rovers fc.
i end up walking with 2 "sticks"
and took about 3 to 4 months to recover back.
and 1 month to get back my soccer training.
if i get it again.i think my career might end.
1-1 is the score.
now i thinking whether to go thailand with shudai
that bastard!

school school school!
OMG!IT IS GETTING more and more boring.
i getting more and more tired and lazy.
even play soccer i also relax relax..
sian ar!
whylitat!!!
everyday come school,solve a problem..
go training,kick kick..
go home, do RJ cum my fitness training..
sat and sun work!
wa!sian ar.. school realli suck.
feel like quickly get a "pass" medical check up
then go diving
then decemeber go thailand for a month.
get out of SINGAPORE!!!

hahas..
life had change without tat piggy..
even since it stepped into my life.
i nv concentrate much on soccer.
soccer standard is diff now..
i feel like getting back those days
where my standard realli match up those home utd prime league players.
last yr realli is my most powerful soccer year.
4 goals in 4 match...
national call-up....
almost score one against home utd prime league in friendly.
wow!but tat is past.

aiya..SIAN LA!!
bull shit too much already..
hahas..
going to sleep..

THE END!

2005-07-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
now i am slacking at this lame boring mac in bishan
doing Rj with tis lame ass
he is jus right beside me.
his jokes is so lame that make me confirm that i am not the most lame shit
hahas..
yea man!
he is SIN TECK!
lame shit guy..
i skip my bloody training jus to accompany him to go bishan here to eat long john
hahas..

tomorrow i will play against SAF
it is a game which i so keen to play
last match i played as a last man role and i made a careless mistake
which made my team lose out
and the scorer is one bastard who i hate in SRFC
this time i might change my role to right back
but i have total faith in my team.
and i must score tis time!!!!
DAMN IT!!!
one whole season din score a single goal.
tis is not my style okay..
hahas..
kk..let stop my rubbish and see how i play tomorrow
khatib camp again..
3pm..
damn it..
wish me all the best!
hahas..

2005-07-29T04:17:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
hahas..
so long nv update
today i skip sch.
kinda of bored at home.
later still have to go bedok std
to watch thai all star versus geylang utd.
and i will support the thai team!
hahas..

past few days very shiok.
play soccer..study..blah blah blah
sat went to ACS(B) to play soccer.
it is cool dude!
their indoor basketball court is farking big!
i am not kidding.
it is realli big and we jus play soccer there.
dun care about tat old man who take care of it.
hahas..
those ex-ACS bastard are realli action.
damn it.
how old le still act like a farking 12 yrs old kids..
nex time i go play again.
confirm dun give you face.
i din know you all are not justin friends.
wait till next time..

Nex 1 or 2 week my league will end.
wooo..nex..where do i go?
Now mr francis is planning a december trip for me.
hope it will come true.
a month training in thailand will be good for me.
shudai..bryan might be coming wif me..
cool..then i wun be alone.
after come back..where to go?
national team?prime league?division league?
hahas..dun care..still got a long long way to go..

2005-07-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

What wrong with today weather?
morning i was like freeze to death.
afternoon i was like in the hell.

Went to sch took my test
hopefully i can pass with a gd grade.
unlike my science test 1.
i GOT 'F'!!!!
OMG!!!
it is farking terrible!!!
i nv ever got a F for my science be4..
DAMN IT!

Haiz..forget it..
i went home after my test,din go for my lesson.
later on i have a match so i have to skip it..no choice..

Today match against tanjong was so boring..
i always see taNjong as a sec sch team..
so din really take it seriously..
be4 i go for my match
i went to jog for a while..
and i was late!!hahas..
jog too much le..forget my time..

REach there,everyone was warming up
and i was like.."hello guys"..sorry for being late..bla bla bla..
When coach say out the first 11..i was so shocked!
yup,i played today..
i thought ayie come today and i will sit on the bench.
i think i played quite well..better than last few matches...
slightly get back my feeling..
and best part is i almost score a goal..
DAMN IT!!!hahas..
i thought i will score my first ever goal for balestier..
why i use head!!!why why why!!!
i shall use my right leg and shoot it in!!
why i scare the defender who is at the side of me?
so stupid..
but nvm..
we won the game..

2005-07-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

Aiyo yo..
firstly i have to say sorry to my cute little sis
hahas..
ytd come and waited for me for sooo long..
and in the end i din make it to see you..
so sorry my little young princess..
hahas..brother here will confirm bring you out de.
PROMISE!!
hahas..

TRain in a muddy field.
damn it!
it's suck dude..
nowadays i getting more and more bored of the team.
i din perform..
wednesday game,i might be laying ba. ayie said his NYP have test for him..
so most likely i will be playing..
play or not play,is not an issus anymore.
i am dead..
no mood to carry on wif this type of life anymore!!!!
too tired and sian aR!!!!

When can i ever stop studying and do what i wan..
WHEN?!?!?!?!?!?!

2005-07-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

Today i din play against national u-17.
even i also shocked wif the line-up.
coach had told me,believe in your team mates and yourself.
so i wait..
wait until national score their first and onli goal.
then i start to warm up.
i played well..
i think..
coach bala was shocked that i played as right mid.
i can play any position okay!
as long as i can play.

Last few min i really can't do anything to help the team.
sad to lose.
but i have learn..
take thing easy and look forward for another match.
this is what i learn from this club.
at sembawang ranger fc,i always win win win..
once i lose i will get angry or do whatever stupid things..
it's great to know my mistakes.
now soccer seem like much more easy to me..
my feeling is slightly back..

i just came back from suntec..
it's raining outside..
tat movie is cool...
hahas..
brother ching is tat 'rock man'
while i am the 'fire man'
hahas..LAME!!!
brother san and liyan jie will be..ahem..you know..the lovely bird..
hahas..

kk..
sleeping time!!!
ZzzzZ

sleeping is cool dude..trust me...

2005-07-15T13:37:00.000+08:00

Late!
i am late,guys.
hahas.
in the end i din go to sch..
celina msg me then i know i am late.
DAMN IT!
in the end i went out wif justin.
go to sch,talk to quek,mr black,my chinese pro teacher,and mani mani
hahas.long time no see..
saw my sec sch best eng teacher..
yup,i passed my eng!
thank to you!
next yr i might even retake my eng to try.
hahas.i think i can improve the C5 grade.

Today went back to sch
see mr black whack one boi wif his wonderful bamboo stick.
hahas..miss those days where he cane ppl..lolx..
everyone is asking me to go tat music performance but...
15 bucks leh..plus it is in our sch hall..
sian.tat dinner is even worst..75 bucks!
OMG!
dun think i will go ba...

MaYbe my eyes sight is getting worst..
today play pool wif justin,i miss hit a ball 6 or 7 times.
WTF!
hahas..feel so sian lor..
everyone give me a look like as if i first time play pool like tat

Training still suck!!!!
i still can't get back my feeling.
passing is totally suck!
everyone in my club run past me like ABC like tat..
so easy...
wth am i doing!
why my legs feel so heavy..
damn it..
coach wan me to think about it..
tomorrow i will be playing..
he still have the faith on me..
hope i wun upset you coach..
national under 17 is not a easy team..
unbeaten for 15 games..
cool..
hope i will end their unbeaten record.
kiat is capable of doing tat in the past..
clementi std 7 pm..

wish me all the best ba.. = )

2005-07-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

Aiyo.I am damn TIRED!!
Can i ask god to let me stop the time a while?
can i extend the time?
CAn i make thee time longer?
someone pls HELP ME!!!!!!!!!
nowadays i can't realli perform in training.
Today we practice for friday game against nfa U-17.
and i was not included in the practice.
Maybe i will be bench player.
Coach is right.
After the incident against national u-16.
i din perform anymore.
i was tired
running slow down
reaction slow
decision makING is bad too!
OMG!
damn it!
even i,myself have notice tat.
i can't help it.
i really too tired.

My boots spoiled again.
within 2 weeks,two of my boots had spoiled.
Adidas and now my fav PAN boots.
dun know how i shoot and train these days.
two of my fav boots can tear into half.
damn it!

notice one idiot keep disturbing her
ha!nv die be4.
if i realli know who is that person
confirm give him one punch.
Anyway i can't do anything now.
wish her all the best in my studies ba.
= )

2005-07-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

Time goes slowly without you
Minutes seem like hours
And days like weeks.
Forever has gone by
Since I talked to you
And it sucks because
Talking to you is heaven on earth
And it’s a feeling
That I never want gone

2005-07-07T13:17:00.000+08:00

Tired!!
i am so sleepy.
not enough sleep.
din drink enough water.
everyday go to school so early.
After sch,still have to rush to training.
training also so tough.
way back home was so far!
reach home so late.
Eat,rest a while...
have to do RJ.
What the HELL!

UT test i think i will fail.
so hard and no time to do.
I think i gonna to fail.
shit!
got so many test coming.
suck!

Swensen test.
i wan to get promote!
driving test.
i wan to drive car!
UT testsSs.
i wan to pass!!

hahas..
busy...
tired..
dying soon...

Saw that name again..
he wun give up...
me too...
but i think he will stand a higher chance..
but i dun care..
i jus wun give up..

2005-07-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

Today we beat TAMPINES ROVER FC!!!!
fark!
i am sOo happy!!
the score is 3-2..
it was a tough match..
starting i look down on tis short guy..
and who knows..
he is sOOooo gd in running..
wah piang..i almost cost my team to lose in the start..
lucky he din have the power to score..
i think if tis is a prime league match..i confirm die..
anyway..the match went on wif ishak powerful header..
wow..he score again..his 5th goals tis season.
but tampines score against us a few min later..
tis time they score with a wonderful header too..
wan was so sad becoz he din mark his man properly
but we din give up..
i cross a long ball to aloy and he head back to brian..
and brian score with a brillant side shot..
well done!!hahas..

second half is the moment where both team are 'fire up'
we had fight going on..quarrel..mani things...
i played a full 90 min..with a 'red stroke' on my face..
leg bleed..all becoz i realli give my best..
a dirty team like tampines..
i realli must play all out..
realli happy with the result..3-2..

saw someone like her..
but is not her..
really dunno what the hell i am doing,..
like somebody but din go understand more on her..
keep thinking on myself onli..
it is just suck..
hope she will give me a 2nd chance..

2005-06-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

haiz!
bad day for me guys..
6th defeats of the season..
last sat lose to home utd..
today my team lose to national u-16 3-0..
i din play today..
i dunno why my nose suddenly bleed non-stop..
coach wan me to rest..OMG..
ya..aloy knows i wan to play..i train so train for this match..
blame it..

today totally is defend fault..
i can't blame on anyone..
it is a team game..
tomorrow i going to push myself again..
sat game is tampines rover fc..
the most bastard team i ever seen in tis yr COE..
tat time played wif them..we lost 3-1..
i was banned for tat match..
now coach allowed me to play..
and i must show them what is 'bastard' in soccer..

6th defeats!

2005-06-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOOOOO TIRED!!!
PRIME LEAGUE STANDARD IS SO HARD TO AIM!!!
running..push-up...sit-up..
nowadays after sch i straight go to tpy std
TRain early..see how the s-league train..
my speed..my body..and the way i played..
is so far away from s-league..
i have seen the way they played..train..
i realli must buck up..
get my ass up and keep on train myself..

i wanted to play for the poly tournament..
but my sch dun even have a trial yet!!
WHAT THE FARK is this sch doing!!!
i wan to play more..
gain more experience..
see how other top players in other poly,jc or ite play..
but now the problem is my sch no farking coach!!
shit!
fark school!

kian chong is back from training..
he train for balestier prime league now..
great man..
hoping dec i can go thailand for a month training..
no one can stop me now..i made too mani mistakes..
i can't waste my time now..

shall take a rest now..
tomorrow is a MUST WIN game for my team..
against nfa u-16..
hope no more mistake from me..
target is to go s-league at a very young age..
so i must proof myself!

2005-06-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

1-2 to home utd..
what a bad result..
we are leading 1-0
thank to brian wonderful goal..
but we failed to maintain it..
i was so sleepy on tat day..
haizz..
all my fault..
din rest well last night..
ayie..faliq..ben all din played well too..
four of us really played a bad game..
2-1 loss to home utd..
we think we deserve to lose..
the way we played..realli suck!!

idiot bro..
bastard me..make me cancel my movie..
then you tell me you all din go le..
sian lor!!
last min tell me tis..
kns..
rot at home dude..

looking at those stars..
relax myself in my room..
suddenly there is a song make me think of her..
ha..
dunno what she is doing now..
hope everything is fine for her..

2005-06-24T03:54:00.000+08:00

What a day..
what a day..
ytd was a great day for me..
balesier khalsa has won paya lebar
5-1!!!!
darren score
follow by ayie..
ishak..
amin...
and then ALOY!!!
wow!!
all the shots are sooo nice!
now this team onli ben and i din score..
hahas..idiot..
i confirm will score one for balestier!
5-1 was a great result..
we are closing up to tampines..
woodland..
saf..
and national u-17..

national u-17 jus won national u-16..1-0..
haizz..still unbeaten..
woodland jus lost to home united..1-0..
tat's a great news..
tampines had a draw wif gomebak..1-1..
so now we jus need to win three or four matches..
to get into the top 3 spot..
so interesting..
hahas..

ytd night fever dude!!
it's ladies night!!
hahas..
went to QueenZz
and enjoy..
ayie..wan..faliq..amin and selfish boi wen wif me...
we dance..
we sing...
we drink..
tat's really a great night..
= )

2005-06-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

burn burn..
today was a tough match
33 degree
wah piang..
played under the hot sun..
i failed to stop gombak to score against us..
we have a gd start..
within 4 min..we score 1 goal
thank to ishak..
then come aloy
follow up by brian..
but both of them are unlucky
ref said is a off-side..
not counted..
haizz..
sian..
when first half was about to end..
gombak put in tat bastard!
a guy who i hate in COE..
he is fast but dirty..
i always play dirty-tricks wif him..
gombak coach was a little bit smart..
put him in when i was soooo tired..

at the very last min of first half..
gombak scored..
ah he and me stopped tat bastard..
but the ball went to another striker..
and he scored..
haizZz..
what can i do..
i failed my misson as a last-man..

Second half...we give all out..
ref was so blur...
it is sooo clear that it is a foul!
and he said sheep fall himself..
no penalty..
FARK!
i was soo piss wif it..
in the end this match ended 1-1..
faliq will miss next match due to his yellow card
ben also miss next match becoz he going london
wtf..
next match look tough to me..
paya lebar..
we beat them twice..
but their recent result gave us a shock..
they win SAF FC 1-0
then Win home utd 2-1

i think i must train myself next week..
running running...keep running..
wed match..sat got another match..
need lots of fitness..

hope i can help balestier keep a record..

2005-06-17T03:23:00.000+08:00

what a day guys...
whole night staying at my house..
we had our steam boat during midnight?
omg!
hahas..
eat eat and eat..
non-stop..
sheep,heng,zhiwei,zewei,hk and zhengwei
wah piang plus me got 7 liao
we eat and watch soccer togther
shiok sia.
we can spent 6 hours on eating tat
realli dun know what to say..
hahas..
after tat..we played ps2..
but i went to sleep..later still have to work k..
idiot zewei..disturb me wen i was in my wonderful dream..
hahas..
nv die be4..

realli have a great night..
talk cock..sing song..eat..play games..
power sia..

have to go work le...
ciao~

2005-06-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

Swensens Swensens..
wah piang..today i am runner cum dish washer..
hahas..
my job jus to serve food and bring out all the dishes
not washing dishes!!
hahas..
siva made a banana ice cream for me..
hahas..thank dude!
your ice cream is sooo NICE!!
serve here and there..so tired..
maybe is becoz of ytd match..
really give all out to it..
tis morning wake up..
whole body ache sia..

After my work..brian and i lac at mac..
eat and slack..
talk so much about ytd game..
ya..we won 1-0 against geylang..
at last..coach let me play against geylang!
so far i played 3 full game..
i let SAF FC score 1 goal onli..
so far so gd..
have to keep it up..
ytd i have to thank coach..
if he nv bring me to the office and talk to me..
i think i will still be moody..
i dun know how he knew tat i am down to something..
but game is game..
he is right..
i can't be selfish..
althought i still thinkin of her..

Face the fact dude..
i knew that she wun forgive me..
she said she dunno..
izzit that a 'no'?
been wif her so long..
she said i dun understand her??
so terrible..
i am so upset..
i am such a bad bf ya?
she said tat guy understand her..
does tis show tat guy is better than me?
or feeling change?
ya.i admit i am jealous about those testi..
which bf wun get angry or jealous
wen he saw his own gf and her 'gd friend' write testi until like tat!
wth..and i have no right to ask her about their conversation..
i am so upset about it..
now i guess..she will avoid me..
we from friend to gd friend
gd friend to best friend
best friend to bf\gf...
now totally stranger..
i wander why in the first place i ask her like her for it..
i din know everything will turn out like tis..
tis is not i wan..
i change myself...
i wan her to be happy..
but no matter wat..i still not tat perfect..
sad sad..
i realli upset about it..

xiao zhu i will wait.....

2005-06-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

Welcome to SWENSENS!!
Thank you!!
see you again!!
hahas..
wah piang..
today working so sian!!
not very busy..
i was kinda of slacking
ate banana ice cream..
fries..
drink grape..
wow
shiok la..
hahas..
eat more than i work..

Went to watch singapore under 18
saw siva..then we chat for a while..
now the standard between me and the rest of the 18's
are so far away..
darrel now is written as the future star of singapore..
and those i played with wen i was sec 4..
now is singapore wanted players
i am no longer that sembawang kiat le..
now slack...din often run
fitness down..skill too suck..
Anyway wish all of you gd luck in the coming LCC final..
i will fight my best out to play for prime league de
if cannot..too bad lor..
i give up soccer..

days are getting more aND more boring dude!!
and i am still waiting........

-=:::~kiat~:::=-

2005-06-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

Wow!Wow!Wow!
Jus finished playing CM with brother san
we went to scout so mani youth players
hahas..
long time nv play wif him le
find it quite fun
we play play play
quarrel quarrel quarrel
then aiya..As usual..
lose le then beat each other
hahas..

tomorrow mum and dad are going for a oversea trip
and I can't go see them off
due to my work..
haizz..
dun worry mum..
ah boi here together wif ah fat and chicken
will take care of the house de..
enjoy ya!!!

-=:::~KiAt~:::=-

2005-06-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

Wooo~
whole day rest at home.
morning went jogging..
saw ah boon!
hahas..
long time no see..
ya..now zhiwei is soooo famous..
can't believe it
i remember i know zhiwei when i was pri 6
played soccer till now
1 on 1 under the block..
show him whatever i have learned in sch or club
and he learn super fast
stimes i went jogging or running wif him..
wow..his fitness improve soo much..
wen he was 14..i bring him to sembawang
and now..wow...famous boi..
maybe i shall follow him to thailand tat time..
maybe everything will change..
hahas..
now you can see how gd withaya is
he can coach a few players
and make them become the future stars..
ppl like darrel and zhiwei are the gd example..

i am the bad example..
watever he teaches me..i din really make use of it..
i went to play for those low-standard team..
train with a few gd players
unlike darrel and zhiwei..went to played in thailand
then nfa youth..
hahas..
anyway i am so happy to see them like tat..
now my aim is to recover first
and set a record in balestier
let them win their first ever medal in youth league..
hope i can do it..

-=:::~kiat~:::=-

2005-06-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

Whole day so moody
feeling so suck today
dun know what have happen to piggy
morning msg till now
din reply
I work from 3pm till 1am..
nv even got a reply..
izzit becoz she got exam coming up?
too busy with her project?
I dun know..
haizz..
at least give me a reply la..
past two days nv get her call or msg le
someone please tell me what should I do?

Today I din really concentrate on my work..
spill one irish coffee onto the guest
so sorry..
this guest is one of the house guest in raffles
haizz..
then i have to write report..bla bla bla...
all kind of things..
almost give the wrong bill..
and again..it was my fault..
today what wrong with me!!!!

Everything is not what i wanted..
it is not what i wan..
if i have anything done wrongly..
tell me..
and not leaving me alone like a fool..
we promise each other tat..am i right?
but why we still don't do tat..

Hope this problem will be solve..
and everything will be fine..

-=:::~kiat~:::=-

2005-06-06T04:21:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow onward I am FREE!!!
holiday dude!!
can enjoy!!
coach gave me some days to rest..
woo!
great!
due to my performance ytd..
coach gave me some time to recover..
thank coach..
hahas..

Ytd match was a nightmare to me..
lost 1-0 to SAF FC was a disaster
I have did my best
controlling my defending line well
first half we waste plenty of chances
aloy..brian..din make use of their chances..
second half..we made a mistake
and we lost..
it is not wat I wanted
tis is my team 4th defeats..
i think coach is having a hard time..
I remember the club chairman told us
tis year youth team is one of the best team bkfc ever have
but now our team looks SUCK!

dun care and forget it..
now I seem like concentrate too much on soccer
there is somebody I wish I can spent time wif..
so long din talk to her..
sch work...outside work..had make us apart..
hope everything is alright for us..

-=:::~kiat~:::=-

2005-06-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

Took my test tis morning
Find it quite alright
Was kinda of easy
Today got a new facilitator
but too bad i nv attent his lesson
hahas..
skip lesson today.
meet cool boy at orchard
went to chill-out wif him..
found out so many things from him..
wa..i din know you and catty girl break up leh..
so shocked..and she even have a new bf?!?!
OMG!Sorry dude..
As a Amankaians,i din update things about you all
now everyone seem like very busy
haiZz!suck!!!fark up life!!!

I think i have been a very bad bf
so long din keep in contact wif you on phone
all i can do is jus sms you wen i was on my way home
and wen i reach home
i din see your reply so i guess you must be sleeping
haiZz..wat to do..everyday i reach home so late..
school far..training ended late..
now is even worst..need to go work
becoz dad need to support ah gong hospital bill
Really very sorry..
can't accompany you..
can't be wif you..
i have so many things to talk to you..
but i din have the chance..
hope you will understand..

Tomorrow playing against SAF Fc at khatib camp
i think i will be playing
coach keep asking me about my illness
thank coach
din know you are sooo caring..
hahas..
Captain,long legged,stupid face all dislike me now
said i always skip training and give stupid excuses
OH MY FARKING GOD!
FUCK YOU GUYS!
i thought i have proof to you guys
and now i still get this type of treatment!!!
knn..cannot stand it..
last match i give all out and the team win 1-0..
1-0!!! no goal scoring against us okay..
i have did my part as a last man okay..
wearing the captain arm band but din talk..
onli know how to scold ppl in the field..
really angry wif them..
Fark!!

-=:::~kiat~:::=-

2005-06-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

WoooooW!!
What a day!!!!
Tired..tired..and i feel so tired..
sleep so early..
go to sch still feel so tired...
what the point of sleeping?

Today class was kinda of fun..
even thought i feel very tired..
team with ah teck,leon and lao ma zi..
hahas..i slack and slack and slack...
whole day slacking around..
wah piang..feel so bad sia..
wif ah teck around..we always dance and sing around..
hahas..kinda of fun..
leon was planning to go clubbing with me tis sat..
hoping more ppl to go..
must let go all my stress!!!!!!

Skip training today..
went to watch MADAGASCAR!!
omg!!!12 PN0204 "kids" went to watch a LAME show!!!
hahas..but the music is nice..
some part of it is funny..
Ah teck was laughing so loud beside me..
i think he really enjoy every single part of the show..
hahas..

Went bishan and have my dinner
ah teck,guo yuan,leon,china boi and i had a great dinner!
wah piang...we ate one whole chicken!
hahas..really have a great dinner..
china boi share some jokes with us..
hahas...can't stand it..your "yellow" jokes really very funny boi..

bring china boi to j8..
tour around..
and guo yuan bought a naruto head band..
omg!wonder how she will look like tomorrow wif tat cartoon band..

Dad bought durian for us.
i was wandering why he ourt of the sudden buy durian for us..
hahas...now i know...hmmm...dad!you are the BEST!
hahas..these few weeks i din really talk to my parent..
reach home so late and tired...
today i talk so much wif them..have some jokes..
feel so happy when i see mummy laughing..
hahas..mum..so sorry tat i keep busy wif my stuffs and din really have a nice chit wif u..

Hoping ah gong will be fine and get out of tat hell place..

-=:::~KiAt~:::=-